Mum…

You’ve given them al good n d best memories to remember…they al gott to see d best in u…a smiling happy face,unconditional love,affection,care, concern…always tried to please others…while wid me…u wer a different person…kyu maa…n my bro alwz ur al tym favorite…u hadd funn in his world….actually an even more worser world than his…gimmicks, kiddish acts, lost like alice in a wonderland,

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Goodbyes

Preplanned falls…opening same old doors of sadness…a new found bliss…an adventure in midst of usual miseries…unfound happiness in planning itt…at the verge of making itt happen…fairytale ends…reality strikes…a call that was absurd…an over caringg talks from aunt…wid tears filled hushes…an Unexpected drive to native…battery saving chats…a disturbing sleep in d car…wake upp to find me deprived of contacting anyone…constant begging for fon…a serious tone in dads talk…native finally…but why here….why elsewhere than usual place we ggo…too many cars…unexpected faces…i wondered what was happening…dads bro got inn our car…thats wen dad jst burst into a loud cry…tears rolling…it hitt me like a dagger straight to throat…car moved to my uncles place…a bigg crowd…pitying eyes too many actors… three frm d crowd corner me reminding me to b brave strong…three whom i cud wholeheartedly tel hu felt wat i was abt to feel…i cried asking them again n again what is itt…wats wrongg…at heart i really dinn wanna know…i walked actually twas more like being carried to a room…saww a —- sett in the main hall…with petals spread sso clean….someone had passed…i was heading to d same room dad was coming out frm….a loud cry n continuous tears…why did al these ppl wanna force me into seeing something that was sso hurtful….how cud i askkkk…blankk i was…untill a bthroom door of d room i was talking abt opend….they had to hurtt me…cos there was no other ggo…as this was d last time i cud ever catch a glimpse of her…was too stunned to actually understand wat was in front of me….they told me to kiss her one last time…making me lean towards her forehead n place a kiss…i dinn know wat i was supposed to do…kiss a person…Clothed in white….in a never waking slumber. …cold skin. ..that’s how I saw her…one last time…I cried outt for her to wake upp…she dinn…she had gone too far to hear to anymore of my whines o cries….I alwz hid my sorrows to mke her happy…and she alwz did the opposite I thot I knew her pretty well…but guess I was wrongg…she’s long gone now…somewhere not within my reach….now I can b sadd n not pretend to b happy…for now there’s nobody I have to fool…nobody to make happy. …yepp my mom was her…d person whom i was been told to kiss…since wen….

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Couldn’t there be anything else in life than status power money which we could probably offer in return for the dear ones as a token of gratitude….is materialism the best we can give???

Free things u get in life holds the best happiness which never dies as tym passes…

But the world is after materialism, brands, socialising n what not….

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In the endd its d relationshp btw u n him…d omnipotent d omnipresent that matterz!! Nothing here lasts forever…

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I’m not a parent…but of all what I’ve seen and heard…I think the best thing u can give ur kid is etiquette of basic disciplines..than stressing on any degrees!!!

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Lynnmila#15

Rotted in hell…..bt u dinn turn upp….I’m glad u dinn….dt ws d best thing u cud hav dun….it made me realize wts reality….wen d storm passed away u returned….yaaa that was obvious. …u had to…claiming ur love for mme again….But love it can nly be thru    .allah….wid his.mercy….wid his blessing. …until then ur only a means for mme to go away frm my creator. …I wannt u to know my religion. ..live lyk a muslim….not to get mme….cos this is wat reality is…if ur faithful he’ll unite uss for d risks uve taken. ..if not ur jst another satan hu i let to play wid my lyf…

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Lynnmila#14

Milaa I love u…..y don’t u understand…I’ve loved u more than anything in my life….this feeling I don’t think I’d ever b able to get over itt…i love u milaa..if nly u cud see it… nly if  u cud feel itt….why do u hate me milaa??? What wrong have i done that ur jst getting ridd of mme in al possible ways….tell mme milaa….y can’t u love mme??? Am I not worthy of ur love??
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Ryle its not u that’s not letting mme love u….its ur religion. …I believe each of those words u sayy…u ddo love mme…I mean a lott to u I know…I’ve felt it…its really tough for me to pretend as if I’m oblivious to everything that’s in ur head…but I’ve realised sumthng thru d hardship…u don’t belong to be ther in my lyf…I wud hav accepted u if ud been ther for mme couple of months bak wen I

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